Reading waaay too much of The Prophet

...Speak to us of Joy and Sorrow.
And he answered:
Your joy is your sorrow unmasked.
And the selfsame well from which your laughter rises was oftentimes filled with your tears.
And how else can it be?
The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.
...is not the lute that soothes your spirit, the very wood that was hollowed with knives?
When you are joyous, look deep into your heart and you shall find it is only that which has given you sorrow that is giving you joy.
When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.

Some of you say, "Joy is greater than sorrow," and others say,"Nay, sorrow is the greater."
But I say unto you, they are inseparable.
Together they come, and when one sits alone with you are your board, remember that the other is asleep upon your bed.

Verily you are suspended like scales between your sorrow and your joy.
Only when you are empty are you at standstill and balanced...


so yeah... :3
I feel really good now. XD Now that he's not around to push me into things and make me feel insufficient in everything I do, I can really burst out! He doesn't exist anymore. It FEELS SO GREAT!
been blogging on tanichan.deviantart.com :3 my heart is stuck over there. :P

Been chatting with all my old guy friends! XD It's so great to get back in touch with them!
<_<>: *hug* She'll be moving and I can't do anything. I only really got to know her for a day... she's pretty amazing, handling her boyfriend's death so well... I really admire her. Seeing him like that.. it was hard.. I mean I just saw him last month. All I can do is comfort her and let her know she's not alone.

I keep writing blogs like everywhere... because I have a lot on my mind... and if I write them all on just one site people's heads would explode from the repetiveness and me going in circles and retracting what I say and my random change in opinions. T-T Although.. my friends and professors told me that's what makes me so endearing and my papers and art so facinating.

Well... I'm going back to sending my transcript requests! My application is being processed and I've still got a bit more to go!