*sighs epically*

epically? epicly? ahhh I see my spellcheck tells me it's epically...
I have to pee and I wish I didn't have to sleep, ever. Or that I never had to wake up. Either one would be preferable but both is not fine. Waking up after sleeping makes me tired and when I'm tired and have to sleep I would rather do something else. Living or dead, any interruption between the two is just a disturbance. I get lost in books, art, and cartoons. Falling into my own head then I'm wrenched out of my happiness by Real Life. My life is disturbed and distracted by these shiny things and thoughts taking away who I am and who I can be. Or are they helping me become who I am now? I can't enjoy either if I have to have both, I want one of all of them. I wish I was insane so I would have an excuse not to be in touch with the world, but I wish I was completely normal and disregarded distractions so I can become engrossed with the world.
want want want want want

What is it I need? I just need Love. not just general love but LOVE. from one person wholly whose devotion is unquestioned.

I can't stand my English class.. the more I learn the rules for writing the less I remember how to write. So many rules that I get confused and end up trying to follow them all causing me to falter in my writing.
My feet are cold and I really have to pee now.